The WAITING game...

Ever since we planned to have a kid it has been an amazing WAITING game. Right from WAITING for conception to happen, to WAITING for the positive preggo results, to see the ultra sounds, to WAIT and see every week and month go fine and now finally in the last days WAITING for that BIG day to arrive. WAITING has been an integral part of my pregnancy and I am sure is the case with others too. Today its 14th and my EDD is 16th of June, 2 days to go and there are no signs of the baby coming out.

On Saturday visit to my doc she did an internal examination and told me that cervix is closed and has asked me to see her on 15th.( The internal examination where she inserted here fingers inside was uncomfortable but not at all painful.

I think she will give me a membrane sweep tomorrow so that the pain comes naturally or she might like to induce the pain all depends on her let us see...)

I am all set as now the WAITING is killing me..... I am dying to hold my bundle of joy in my arms and dying to see the face so unfamiliar yet so familiar.

This is probably the only time in a women's life when she longs for the pains to begin... so am I... WAITING for the twinge, pangs, uneasiness, pains..... in short contractions and all that, that will get me close to that moment of joy. WWWWWAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG